reallie not enough slp for almost this week.
slp tat freaking few hours den hafta wake up to work.

tue evening met iris for gym.
yup!
finally aft dunno how long i finally go gym.
lol.
we gym-ed for ard 2 hrs.
tat was.
WOW!
haa.
long.
aft tat we met yun at puggol nasi lemak for dinner-cum-supper ba.
lol.
we shared a plate of nasi and some dian xing.
yup.
we chatted alot.
by the time we looked at the watch.
its already 2325.
omg!
ya.
i missed my last bus from srg.
-.-
hafta take 80 from kovan and walked a LONG way back home.
lol.

ya.
ytd start work at 0700.
i reached store ard 0640 ba.
june was there.
initially the store was damn freaking quite due to is early in the morning.
once i see her.
the store became noisy.
omg!
lol.
u worked overnight the previous night.
so we onli managed to made a few hrs of noisy.
den she left ard 0800.
hmm.
i finsh work at 1600.
went home.
had a nap.
woke up at 1900.
den meet my jies for mos.
yup!
my first clubbing.

hmm.
still rmb 2 person sae tat i will not like those types of place aft i went once.
well.
i dun dislike those places.
mayb last time i may sae tat i dun like those types of places.
but.
things do change.
perhaps i do change too ba.
the environment im living in changed mi?
they had changed mi?
argh!
i dunno!
i dunno y.
when im there.
i think back alot of past.
i mean ALOT.
i dunno y it juz simply came to my mind.
i miss him?
but!
Y SHLD I?!
hais.
ya.
i shld admit tat im silly.
it had been a few months back already.

we at there.
talked alot.
ya.
she do agree tat r/s is tiring.
r/s need alot of commitment.
i agree tat too.
if i think this way.
of coz being single is the best thing ever.
but.
at times.
i do break down.
i do feel sad.
i do need someone to talk to.
i do need care.
i do need concern.
i do need someone by my side always.
to think it in another way.
in exchange of my commitment to get someone by my side.
ya.
seriously.
i dun mind.
i will wait till the time is right for mi.
=)

we drank.
yup.
im abit drunk.
the feeling is like when im drunk at my class chalet.
drunk but still awake.
ya.
afterall.
my drunk-est night till now is still at samuel house.
lol.

hmm.
how i wish im dare to drink till im drunk.
i mean real drunk.
-DRUNK-
not to think of anything.
everything is is left behind my mind.
now i noe y ppl who feel sad will drink.
ya.
mayb some dae i can try it when im sad.
see hows the feeling is like.
hmm...

hmm.
i hope in the future if i get the chance to go clubbing again.
i reallie hope tat i wun be sad.
i dun wana think of the past.
thinking of past reallie hurts.
hais.

i still haf alot alot of stuffs up in my mind.
alot alot of different kinds of feelings.
i dunno how to put it in words.
i dunno how to express it out.